get so scared something happened to some one you love, that you end up not wanting to know what's happened.
Guys, pray for Jo and Kels.

bubbling over
running hard

sorry I haven't been updating...too much stuff in my head at once.

*goes to sleep*

My WONDERFUL big sister gets back today!!!!!!

YAY
*dances*

really tired. can't pull much out of my mind really too much going on inside, I'm on overload for a blonde.

I'm really struggling right now. With this concept of Love. it's one of those battles waging in my head since I was a little girl, and now after Turkey I question it even more. it's like people toy with it. some times they have that love for me, the commitment. and sometimes they pull it away and whatch me cry. it's like lifes a game, and it seems more and more I have the a losing hand.
i'm so thankful God Loves me. because I'm really struggling with not having an Physical friendship. I love miss Kiva and niki so much but... neither of them can look me in the eyes. or hug me. or anything. and no matter how close we get or how much we love each other, that's not gonna change for a long while. sad. I know. hmm... I want a mommy.

I'm back :D
did ya'll miss me? it was fun, Turkey was awesome...but I'm glad to be back.

I leave tommorrow for turkey!

pray for me, please...I'll be at the Airport at five fifteen

so I whatched a movie today, that I remember whatching when I was little, and it was on tonight when i was at my grandma's.
it's about some company that started making Robots that had emotion. the first one, was a robot named David...and was given to a family to replace the child that had died, or something. i don't exactly know.

Bestfriend: Ashley
Best guy friend: Joel
Friend with the best personality: Defintly thinking lauren
Funniest Friend: Michael
Friend you share the best memories with: Lauren
Friend you got to for the best talks: Ashley and AnnDee "oh, Matt's Adopted?!"
Prettiest friend: Taylor, hands down
Tallest friend: Tommy Boy
Shortest Friend: Jakey-wakey
Nicest friend: Shaylynn
Most fun to be with friend: Shaylynn
Friend for life: Ashley
Newest friend: Myriah
Oldest friend(ship): Lauren
Oldest friend(age): Niki
Friend you most similar to: Kivster!
Friend your most different to: Niki
Most talented friend: Laura
Friend you wish you saw more of: jenna
Loudest friend: Theresa
Quietest friend: Emmy
Friend you can always count on: BethAnn
Friend with the best hugs: Michael
Most like to be a star: Sam
Braniest friend: Nik
Geekiest friend: Nik
Most tanned friend:uh..... I dunno
Sportiest: Jake/Theresa
Best letter writing friend: that would have to be. . . Taylor
Friend who you grow with: Kivster
Strangest friend: Tommy boy
Best dressed friend; uh...Sam
Cutest friend: Jayna
The friend your most likely to flat with: Kiva
Tidiest friend: Sam
Friend with the best hair: I dunno


okay...so you don't see me filling these out much...but... I gots it in a mail from LAUREN so I had to ;)