Tuesday, August 24, 2004
Lion whitch and the Wardwrobe
for the next few entries I'll be comenting on the Narnia series since I've almost completed it. I'll go book by book, in the order I read them.
this one was first. I thought it was an EXCELENT intrudctory to the books. I almost cried when the Wicked Whitch killed Aslan. *sniff*sniff*
I loved the way Lewis Displayed the Witch and Aslan as God and Satan. it wasn't my favorite but defintly able to keep the attetion and me wanting the other books.
Posted at 09:33 pm by ChosenWarrior
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Friday, August 20, 2004
Africa or Turkey?
WHAT TYPE OF DESCION IS THAT?!
ugh.
Turkey
- I've been there
- I WILL go back
- if I go this year next year I can stay for a whole summer
- I'll go with my mom's blessing's there
- fundraising will be easier
Africa
- My best friend can go
- this is an opprotunity I've been waiting for my whole life
- a full TWO months away from home and all the freakin drama
- Boot camp
- I'll be working with Kids, Orphans.
okay...now the bad stuff about each trip
Turkey
- No scedual--that really frustrated me last year no set scedual.
- not knowing what we'll do til we get there
- I'll be the youngest on the trip again.
- if I go I miss the opprotunity for Africa, this is my last chance.
- There is NO garuentee that I'll be able to stay in turkey the next summer.
Africa
- I might not get to stay in turkey for the summer, which isn't even Gaurenteed yet
- Fundraising is next to impossible (but with God's blessings won't the money appear?)
- I miss going to turkey, but I can go back the next summer.
- it'll be a lot rougher. I mean Diseases and stuff
- I don't have my mom's Blessings with this one. she said she won't hold me back but she isn't wanting me to go.
GrrR! if some one would like to be wonderful and inspiring and all of that Jazz and give some words of advice or something. can't I just flip a coin?! *pouts*
oh yea...if you say "follow your hear" I'll slap you I'm not even Joking.
Posted at 05:23 pm by ChosenWarrior
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Monday, August 16, 2004
get so scared something happened to some one you love, that you end up not wanting to know what's happened.
Guys, pray for Jo and Kels.
Posted at 09:12 pm by ChosenWarrior
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Thursday, August 12, 2004
just me....being real...will delete soon.
bubbling over
running hard
going no where
no where fast
so much hate
is filling this soul
I keep holding on
Crying and wanting to let go
not sure of going on
just not sure of going on
how much colder
can this heart get
with out a shatter
with out a break
hatred creeping in
freezing the mind
freezing the soul
the little love comes
a solitary bullet
shatering me as a whole
a solitary bullet
shatering me as a whole
Just keep marching
will not look back
becuase then I'll retreat
to home
to warmth
to love
Just keep marching
forward to the cold.
Posted at 10:22 pm by ChosenWarrior
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Wednesday, August 11, 2004
sorry I haven't been updating...too much stuff in my head at once.
*goes to sleep*
Posted at 04:06 pm by ChosenWarrior
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Friday, July 30, 2004
My WONDERFUL big sister gets back today!!!!!!
YAY
*dances*
Posted at 11:24 am by ChosenWarrior
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Thursday, July 29, 2004
really tired. can't pull much out of my mind really too much going on inside, I'm on overload for a blonde.
Posted at 06:27 pm by ChosenWarrior
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Friday, July 23, 2004
I'm really struggling right now. With this concept of Love. it's one of those battles waging in my head since I was a little girl, and now after Turkey I question it even more. it's like people toy with it. some times they have that love for me, the commitment. and sometimes they pull it away and whatch me cry. it's like lifes a game, and it seems more and more I have the a losing hand.
i'm so thankful God Loves me. because I'm really struggling with not having an Physical friendship. I love miss Kiva and niki so much but... neither of them can look me in the eyes. or hug me. or anything. and no matter how close we get or how much we love each other, that's not gonna change for a long while. sad. I know. hmm... I want a mommy.
Posted at 10:16 pm by ChosenWarrior
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Wednesday, July 21, 2004
I'm back :D
did ya'll miss me? it was fun, Turkey was awesome...but I'm glad to be back.
Posted at 12:09 pm by ChosenWarrior
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Thursday, July 01, 2004
I leave tommorrow for turkey!
pray for me, please...I'll be at the Airport at five fifteen
Posted at 03:02 pm by ChosenWarrior
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